The DM That Changed Everything: Dubai Nights Chapter 1
She was twenty-three, drowning in student debt, and desperate for a way out. Then the DM arrived—a luxury modeling contract in Dubai. All expenses paid. Designer clothes. Infinity pools. Everything she'd ever dreamed of.
Destiny Clarke boarded that plane believing she was flying toward opportunity. But what happens when the dream becomes a nightmare you can't wake up from?
In honor of National Human Trafficking Awareness and Prevention Month, we're releasing Chapter 1 of *Dubai Nights: A No Tears For Black Girls Story* by J.C. Reedburg—a powerful novel that shines a light on the countless young Black women lured overseas with promises of a better life, only to find themselves trapped in a system designed to consume them.
This episode asks the questions mainstream media won't: What really happened to Destiny Clarke? And how many girls just like her have vanished without a trace?
**Dubai Nights is FREE on Amazon Kindle from January 16-19, 2026, and free afterward with Kindle Unlimited.**
Listen to Chapter 1. Then download the book and discover what happened next.
*Content Warning: This episode discusses human trafficking and may be difficult for some listeners.*
CREDITS:
Created, Written, & Produced by John Reedburg
Hosted & Narrated by Samantha Paul
Production Company: John Reedburg Media
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Imagine this.
You're 23 years old.
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Student loans are crushing you.
Your family is counting on you.
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Then Adm slides into your inbox.
A luxury modeling contract in
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Dubai.
All expenses paid.
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Designer clothes.
Infinity pools.
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A chance to finally breathe.
You board that plane believing
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you're about to become
everything you've dreamed of.
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But what happens when the dream
becomes a nightmare you can't
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wake up from?
Would you think about your
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family?
Would anyone notice you were
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gone?
What would you do to survive one
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more day?
What move would you make to
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extend your existence?
Destiny Clark's story echoes the
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lives of countless young Black
women lured overseas with
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promises of opportunity.
Women like Krista Pike, Sentoya
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Brown, and the unnamed girls who
vanished chasing a better life
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only to find themselves trapped
in a system designed to consume
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them.
Destiny had no choice but to
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find a way to survive, to find a
way to extend her existence.
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But the real question deserves
an answer.
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What really happened to Destiny
Clark?
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Dubai Nights.
A No Tears for Black Girls story
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by JC Reedberg, released in
honor of National Human
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Trafficking Awareness and
Prevention Month, brings this
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hidden world to light, placing a
spotlight on the stories that
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never feature Black women,
girls, and children who
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disappear without a trace.
Dubai Nights is free to everyone
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on Amazon Kindle from January
16th through January 19th and
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free afterwards to anyone with a
Kindle Unlimited subscription.
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Now on with the books preview
chapter one final notice.
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Jamila Clark wakes to a text
alert, the phone's hard buzz
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rattling the chipped melamine of
the kitchen table.
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She's fallen asleep there again,
hunched over a sprawl of red
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letter bills and a legal pad
dents with her own scrawled
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numbers.
The glow through the east facing
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window announces morning.
But in their apartment, nothing
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changes.
The air still stinks of last
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night's burnt toast and this
week's mildew.
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On the far wall, Destiny's ring
light casts A luminous Halo
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around the living room, sagging
couch and the Hand Me Down
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bookshelf crowded with empty
beauty boxes.
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Her mother's voice lives in
Jamila's head.
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Always first thing.
Get up.
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Handle your business before it
handles you.
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Jamila rolls her neck, vertebrae
snapping, then forces her
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attention to the spreadsheet on
her cracked laptop.
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Rent four days late, power due
yesterday, Destiny's phone bill
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auto drafted at the expense of
their groceries.
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She runs the math three times
and still can't see a way
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forward.
She adjusts the blue ink totals
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with a growing sense of nausea,
tries to banish the vision of
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the eviction letter she knows
will appear any day now.
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In the living room, Destiny
orchestrates her morning
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performance.
She shifts the furniture just
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so, aligning the lens to frame
her in the only clean corner of
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the apartment.
The thrifted couch, pilled and
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sunken at the left arm, could
pass for Vintage with the right
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filter and a pillow from Target.
The battered coffee table
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covered in Destiny's makeup
arsenal and unopened PR packages
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double S as her influencer war
desk.
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Jamila watches as her sister
fusses with the tripod,
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adjusting the phone's tilt until
it eliminates the peeling paint
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above the window.
Destiny's hands move quick,
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expert arranging the props with
the care of a museum curator.
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The first take starts.
Destiny perches back straight,
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head tipped, lashes blinking
slow as she channels what she
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calls main character energy.
She holds up a foundation bottle
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label out and smiles.
Even from across the room,
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Jamila sees the minute tremor in
Destiny's left hand.
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The smile falters, but Destiny
reboots, reshooting the opener.
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She repeats the routine with
small, stubborn corrections
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until the segment plays back
flawless.
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Jamila scrubs her hands over her
face and stands.
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Her feet ache from yesterday's
double shift shelving at the
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library, but she straightens her
T-shirt and wanders to the
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fridge, hoping there might be
milk left for cereal.
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There isn't.
She pours tap water into her mug
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and stares out the window.
The view is a weedy parking lot,
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a shut down Family Dollar, and
beyond that, the morning traffic
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creeps along MLK.
Behind her, Destiny's voice
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echoes with manufactured
brightness.
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Hey angels, it's Destiny divine
and I am living for this new
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drop.
Jamila tunes it out, focusing on
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the numbers in her head,
rehearsing how she'll break the
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news when the shut off notices
become real.
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Can you keep it down?
She finally says, low voiced but
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sharp enough to cut through the
recording.
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Destiny's expression, visible in
the front facing phone camera
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doesn't change.
Almost done.
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She chirps, but her eyes flick
sideways in warning.
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Jamila drops into the kitchen
chair.
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She starts to gather the mail
into a neat stack, but her hands
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rebel, shaking worse than
Destiny's.
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Instead, she grips her knees,
nails digging into skin until
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the tremor passes.
Destiny finishes her take, taps
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the screen, and exhales.
The mask slips.
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For a moment, her shoulders cave
in and she blows out a long,
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unfiltered breath.
Jamila catches it, feels A twist
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of guilt. 50,000 Now, Destiny
says, holding up the phone
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screen.
The number shines in cartoon
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digits above a flood of heart
emojis.
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Jamila blinks.
Thought it was more last week.
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Shadow band, Destiny says.
All business algorithm changed
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again, but it'll bounce my reels
AT200K views.
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Plus I got a brand DM last
night.
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She peels a lip gloss sample
from its Mailer, uncapping it
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with a pop.
Some hair.
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Oil company wants a collab.
Real money this time.
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Jamila eyes the pile of unopened
bills.
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How much?
Destiny shrugs, a small movement
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that telegraphs more than it
conceals.
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If it goes through, could be a
couple 100, maybe more.
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Plus they send product.
She watches her sister trace the
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stick of gloss across her lips,
gaze locked on the phone's own
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reflection.
Destiny has always been the
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pretty one, the loud one, the
one who believes in miracles.
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Jamila has spent her whole life
waiting for Destiny to learn
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that luck is not their
inheritance.
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Utilities called again.
Jamila says.
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We're two months behind
landlords threatening late fees.
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Destiny frowns.
I told you, I'm waiting on a
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brand payout from TikTok.
It's just slow.
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It's always just slow.
Jamila snaps.
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She hears the edge in her voice
but can't blunt it.
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What if it doesn't come?
What's your Plan B?
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Why you always got to be so
negative?
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Destiny's hands still for a
second she looks like a
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mannequin, lips perfect but eyes
as hard as the blue glass beads
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she wore as a child.
I'm building something.
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You act like it's a waste.
I act like reality exists.
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Jamila shoots back.
She points at the Ledger, at the
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unyielding arithmetic.
We need actual money, not just
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dreams and DMS.
People make real money off this.
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Mila, you wouldn't know you quit
after three posts.
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I quit because I have to pay for
school and keep us afloat.
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Silence closes over the
apartment.
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Somewhere in the building, a
baby starts wailing, the sound
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cutting through the drywall.
Jamila massages her forehead,
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willing herself not to cry or
escalate.
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Destiny checks her phone again,
thumb flicking rapid fire over
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the notifications.
A junkie needing a fresh hit.
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Jamila says, softer.
I just need you to help.
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If you worked even a few shifts.
Destiny's jaw tenses.
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I am working every hour, every
day.
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You don't get it.
She packs her makeup into a
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battered Sephora bag, the zipper
screaming as it catches.
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But you never do.
Jamila watches her sister
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retreat down the hallway, the
ring light abandoned in its
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glow, phone propped in the stand
like a trophy.
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The apartment, emptied of
Destiny's performance, feels
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instantly smaller.
She pushes the stack of bills
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aside, then goes to the living
room, turning off the ring light
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with a click.
The air cools as if the entire
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apartment exhales at once.
On the couch, Destiny's phone
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blinks with a text notification.
Your rent payment is overdue.
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Please contact management
immediately.
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Jamila presses the power button
and lets the screen fade to
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black.
She returns to the kitchen table
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and lines up the bills in
descending order of threat.
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One envelope is already open, a
pink slip.
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Final notice in bold.
She traces the letters with her
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finger, then folds it into a
precise square and hides it
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under the legal pad.
Her hands don't shake this time.
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On the other side of the
apartment, Destiny's voice rises
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again.
Lower now, maybe rehearsing
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another script.
Jamila knows her sister will
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emerge in 15 minutes, face
reconstructed, optimism
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restored.
She always does, but for now,
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the apartment belongs to Jamila
and she allows herself a rare
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moment of control.
Just her, the cold light and the
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truth of numbers that don't care
who is watching.
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Delete AT-819-A knock raps at
the apartment door, short and
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double timed.
Jamila wipes her hands on her
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jeans and opens it to find Tevin
Colwin on the threshold, his
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teacher's bag slung across his
chest and a cardboard coffee
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tray balanced in one hand.
He's cut his hair again, she
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notices, shaved tight around the
edges, the top squared off like
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he's measured it.
He wears the blue polo from his
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charter school tucked into
slacks, a look that reads more
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after school program than math
teacher, but it suits him.
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Brought caffeine, he says,
holding out the tray as proof of
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good intent.
His smile is soft around the
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corners, the kind that makes his
students think they can talk him
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into deadline extensions.
Jamila steps aside and lets him
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in.
The air between them is easy.
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She's known him since destiny
brought him home senior year,
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and their friendship has
outlasted the relationship by at
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least three breakups.
Thanks, she says.
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The coffee is from QuikTrip, but
he's splurged on flavor shots.
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She takes the one with extra
vanilla.
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Tevin scans the kitchen.
It's chaos, the unpaid bills,
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the lingering smoke of burnt
toast.
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He doesn't comment.
Instead, he sets his bag by the
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door and takes a seat, bracing
his arms on the table.
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Destiny up?
He asks.
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In the Zone.
Jamila says, gesturing toward
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the living room.
Destiny, now in a different
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outfit, films another round of
content, this time demoing a
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hair straightener.
She repeats her lines and
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escalating pitches, the words
blurring into noise when she
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notices Tevin.
Her whole face changes, eyebrows
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up, smile wide, the performance
notched to Max.
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Hey, stranger.
She calls out, switching off the
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ring light.
She pockets the straightener and
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smooths her shirt, coming over
with the energy of someone who's
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just taken first place in a
contest no one else entered.
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Tevin stands self-conscious, but
Destiny pulls him into A1 armed
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hug.
Jamila watches the exchange,
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noting how Destiny's body goes
rigid the instant her hand
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touches Tevin's back.
Affection, yes, but calibrated.
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You brought coffee.
Destiny says, claiming the third
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cup and immediately popping off
the lid.
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She sips, then makes a face.
Sugar free.
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Trying to keep you healthy?
Tevin replies.
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Destiny rolls her eyes, but
drinks anyway.
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She perches on the edge of the
couch, one leg crossed tight
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over the other, her knee
bouncing a high speed tattoo.
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They talk surface stuff for a
few minutes, Tevin's classroom
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drama, his ongoing beef with the
science teacher over shared
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supplies.
Jamila retreats to the kitchen,
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watching as Tevin works his way
into the conversation, looking
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for a seam where he can say what
he really came to say.
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He finds it fast.
Saw your story this morning, he
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says.
Looks like you're killing it.
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Destiny shrugs.
You know, just doing the most
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must be nice working from home,
Destiny bristles, lips pressing
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into a thin line.
It is work, she says.
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Editing, posting, dealing with
trolls.
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I spend more hours on this than
most people do at their desk
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jobs.
I know.
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Tevin raises his hands.
And surrender didn't mean it
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like that.
Jamila watches the tension coil
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tighter.
Destiny picks up the label on
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her cup, not looking at either
of them.
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So what's up?
Destiny asks, tone flat.
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Tevin tries for gentle.
You told me last month you had
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an offer coming.
Did that go through?
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Destiny bristles, then catches
herself.
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She nods, but the gesture is off
too fast, too shallow.
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It's in process.
These things take time.
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Just be careful, Tevin says.
I know how those companies work.
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The contracts aren't always what
they say.
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Destiny's jaw locks.
You saying I'm not smart enough
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to read a contract?
He shakes his head.
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No, just that these companies
don't care about you, Destiny.
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They care about what they can
get from you.
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She goes still, the statement
hitting a nerve.
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Jamila recognizes.
It's the same one she presses
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when she talks about money, but
from Tevin it lands different,
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more accusation than concern.
I'm not a child, Destiny says,
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voice low.
I know what I'm doing.
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Jamila moves to back her up, but
Tevin cuts her off.
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I'm just looking out for you,
OK, that's all.
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He smiles, but his hands fidget
on the table, fingers lacing and
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unlacing.
Destiny stands, gathering her
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phone and makeup bag.
I appreciate it.
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She says, but her tone makes it
clear she doesn't.
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Tevin tries again.
I could help you look over the
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contract if you want.
I'm good.
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Destiny says, backing toward the
hallway.
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Thanks for the coffee, though.
Jamila steps in.
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Then where are you going?
Destiny's voice is all sugar
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again, but it doesn't hide the
quiver underneath.
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I have a call brand partner in
Dubai wants to zoom, and the
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time difference is wild.
She forces a laugh, turning it
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into a cough.
This could be big for real.
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She vanishes down the hall,
bedroom door clicking shut
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behind her.
Silence settles, heavy as wet.
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Laundry.
Tevin looks at Jamila, his
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expression somewhere between
apology and worry.
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Was I out of line?
Jamila shakes her head.
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She's just.
She searches for the right word,
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settles on scared, Then after a
beat.
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Me too.
Tevin nods, glancing at the
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closed door.
You think this brand thing is
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legit?
I think she wants it to be.
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Jamila tries to smile, Fails.
She's chasing something.
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Tevin leans in, lowers his
voice.
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You still working those night
shifts?
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Jamila shrugs.
Library's the only thing paying
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right now.
I'm trying to get hours at the
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student center, but it's tight.
If you need anything.
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Jamila cuts him off, a reflex.
We're fine, really.
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They sit in the quiet, the smell
of coffee mixing with the
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residual sweetness of Destiny's
perfume.
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In the other room, the faint
sound of Destiny's voice carries
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animated, pitching herself to an
invisible audience.
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She's smart, Tevin says.
She'll figure it out.
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Jamila nods, but the hollow in
her chest says otherwise.
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He squeezes her shoulder.
Then let's go.
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They sit together, each with
their own dread, neither willing
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to say what they both know.
Destiny's ambition is a fire,
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and nothing will stop it from
burning straight through her if
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it has to delete.
The hallway is barely wide
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enough for two people to pass
without brushing, but Destiny's
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shoulders through with her
backpack and tote slung
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crosswise, making herself bigger
than she is.
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She's changed into her CEO mode
outfit.
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Knock off blazer, high rise
jeans, cheap heels scuffed from
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Goodwill but worn like armor.
She paces to the door, clutching
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her phone and makeup bag like
talismans.
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Jamila blocks the path, arms
folded, unmovable.
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You're just going to leave.
Destiny doesn't slow.
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Some of us have places to be.
She tries to slip by, but Jamila
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sets a hand on her arm, gentle
but resolute.
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Don't do this, Jamila says.
We should talk.
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Destiny twists her arm free.
We just did, remember?
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You made your point.
Loud as always.
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Jamila drops her hand,
frustration burning up her face.
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You're not listening.
None of this is safe.
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You're trusting strangers with
your money, your info.
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Destiny cuts her off, words
clipped, raw.
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Not everyone wants to spend
their life buried in criminology
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textbooks.
Some of us have dreams, Jamila.
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Not just safe little plans.
You think this is about me?
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I'm worried you'll get in over
your head and I won't be there
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to drag you out again.
Destiny shakes her head, hair
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flicking perfectly.
You act like I'm twelve.
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I survived Atlanta, I can
survive a Zoom call.
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Last time you said that you lost
$500 to a fake crypto sponsor.
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Destiny's eyes go glassy.
Why do you always got to bring
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up old stuff?
Tevin hovers behind them,
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uncertain, hands up as if to
split a playground fight.
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Maybe just take a breath.
Both of you stay out of it.
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They chorus, then glare at each
other and almost laugh.
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Destiny moves toward the door,
her hands shaking so hard her
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keys jangle against the knob.
She pauses with her back to
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them, chin tilted high.
Jamila tries one last time,
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voice softer, almost pleading.
You don't have to do this alone.
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Destiny looks over her shoulder,
eyes rimmed red.
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Don't worry, I won't be alone.
Then she opens the door, slips
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into the humid morning, and
shuts it behind her with a
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seismic bang.
The silence that follows isn't
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empty.
It thrums with everything
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unsaid, with the long history of
battles that always end the same
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way.
Jamila presses her fingers to
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her temples, steadying her
pulse.
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She'll be back for dinner, Tevin
ventures.
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Not if she lands a contract.
Jamila mutters.
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They drift to the window and
watch Destiny cross the lot,
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phone already pressed to her
ear.
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Even at a distance, you can see
the energy radiate from her,
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like she's tethered to a
stronger, invisible current.
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Always wanted to change the
world, Tevin says.
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She just never cared how it
changed her back.
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Jamila manages a half smile.
That's destiny.
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They stand together until
destiny vanishes around the
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corner, swallowed by traffic and
the city's morning noise.
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Inside, Jamila gathers the bills
into a rigid stack.
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The red final notice glares from
the top.
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She runs her thumb along its
edge, skin stinging where the
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paper cuts.
She leaves it on the counter, a
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dare for when Destiny returns.
Tevin starts to tidy the table,
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a teacher's reflex for order as
he moves a stack of junk mail,
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he catches sight of Destiny's
open laptop, the screen still
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glowing.
He reads aloud.
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Quick money opportunities
online, no experience needed.
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He looks up, worry naked on his
face.
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She's really going for it.
Jamila shuts the laptop hard.
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She's not the only one.
She takes a deep breath, tastes
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the stale air, the chemical
perfume Destiny always leaves
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behind.
Then she looks at Tevin, her
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voice clear.
I'm not letting her disappear,
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she says.
He believes her.
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He always has.
Jamila straightens, squares her
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shoulders and starts a new
column of numbers on the legal
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pad.
She writes out the first line,
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her own in destiny's place.
This time she will not let her
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sister fall, no matter what it
takes.
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That was chapter 1 of Dubai
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