Inside Diddy's Wild Freak Off Party: Told by Miss Tanea

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Bathed in a sea of neon lights,
the young singer's hand shook as

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she clutched the invitation to
Diddy's infamous party.

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The smell of ambition hung thick
in the air, mingling with the

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pulsating beat of the city.
The name Sean Diddy Combs

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glimmered on the invitation,
beckoning her into a world of

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glitz and glamour, where dreams
were made or shattered in an

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instant.
She thought this was her chance

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for fame and success.
Little did she know it was a

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trap.
As she entered the billionaire's

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mansion, her phone was taken
away and she was whisked into a

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nightmarish world of sex
trafficking and depravity.

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And even though Diddy denies all
allegations, Miss Tenea's

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account on Soft White Underbelly
paints a gruesome picture of

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what goes on at these freak off
parties.

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Naked guests, drug use, and
underage participants abound,

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all for the pleasure of those in
power.

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Tenea may have escaped
physically unscathed, but the

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trauma from that fateful night
will haunt her forever as she

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fights for justice against the
monsters who run this twisted

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game.
The following audio is from

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Tenea's recent interview on Soft
White Underbelly.

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It was December of 22.
Oh yeah, about to be 20.

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December of 22, you were here,
did our first interview.

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You were just some girl that I
met through a friend, right?

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And you were doing this
interview and you mentioned

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something about.
I accidentally mentioned it too

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like it slipped out.
About P Diddy.

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About P Diddy.
You went to one of his parties.

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Yeah, crazy party.
And he's in the news now because

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of all the.
Scandal and they didn't believe

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me.
But when it started, like when

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it started coming out, people
were like mentioning me, like

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you were telling the truth about
it.

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And I'm like, duh, I'm not going
to lie about something like

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that.
And I kind, I kind of like tried

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to briefly talk about it because
I knew it wasn't going to seem

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true because it was just too
much.

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It was too, it was too crazy.
People were going to think that

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I was just lying.
It had like a lot of people

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involved, celebrities and stuff.
So I was trying to be real vague

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about it.
But that party traumatized me.

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How did you get invited to it?
By being with a Prince that I

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met in LA, he lived in Glendale,
CA and you know, Long story

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short, I got out of this crazy
little contract and I was

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looking for somebody to invest
in me and I knew somebody who

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knew somebody that was like, I
want to introduce you to a

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Prince.
He know a lot of celebrities

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that are producers and stuff.
So I never put two and two

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together that this Prince knew P
Diddy.

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Actually, a Prince?
Prince of what?

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He was from, he was a Arabian
Prince, really, yes.

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And he really was a Prince for
real.

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But I wasn't worried about him
being a Prince.

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I was worried about who he
actually knew.

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So when he invited me to he met
me.

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He said I want to invite you
tomorrow to music ultra week,

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whatever.
And it's like a event, ultra

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Music Week.
It's like a event for like 2

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weeks where people party, party,
party, including P Diddy and

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they party at club live.
They party at like just in South

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Beach Star Island, like where P
Diddy stays or throw his freak

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offs at and I never knew that we
were going to go there because I

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was there for two weeks and I
knew it was something fishy.

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He kept saying I got a surprise
for you.

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I got a surprise for you.
I'm like, but I'm only supposed

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to stay for two weeks and I'm
here longer than three.

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I mean than two weeks and it was
almost a month.

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It was basically a month by
then.

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And he was like, no, because I
just want you to meet one

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special person.
So he ended up telling me like

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when we went to club live he was
like, guess where we're going

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tonight?
I'm like where he's like to P

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Diddy's house.
I'm like, oh really?

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I'm like That's crazy because I
hear a lot about P Diddy and I'm

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like his house for what?
Like to go sing.

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He's like no, he's throwing this
wild party that I'm like, OK, so

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we went from club live.
It ended at like the clubs end

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at like 3 or 4 and not 2 like
how out here is.

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So we waited around the mansion,
the Princess mansion for about

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an hour and then soon as 630
hit, we went.

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We all got in the car like a big
Uber and me and all the other

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girls.
Now mind you, I'm the only black

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girl.
So I'm like, Oh yeah, you know,

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I'm about to meet Pete Diddy.
Oh, you know, like I'm probably

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going to have to sing for him to
do that.

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And I just tried to like keep my
composure.

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So we get there and that's when
stuff got weird.

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And that's why they lock up our
phones because they know what we

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see in there.
You know, it's he, he can get in

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trouble like right now.
So basically, so we arrived,

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security guard patted us down.
They put our phone in this

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little bubble case.
So the bubble case is closed.

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They can't get unlocked until we
walk out.

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So as we're in there, the only
way of us taking any type of

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pictures is if we get in the
photo booth.

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He has like a teen love photo
booth or whatever, take like 4

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pictures.
So I, you know, got pictures.

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I still got everything in my
snap too, like the photos,

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everything.
That's all you could get.

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So I'm walking around or
whatever.

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So one of his sons, I'm not
going to tell you which one, but

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it was like recruiting like
whoever they wanted to go inside

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the house 'cause the back, the,
the freak off is inside the

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house and in the backyard.
So you have the pool and they're

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playing loud house music, like
my the house music.

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It makes you feel kind of woozy,
first of all, because it's like

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a rave or something, and it's
real loud, so you can't really

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see nothing.
But you're seeing everybody like

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walking around drunk, hopping
around.

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It's still 7:00 AM, so the sun
is like coming up and people are

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walking around naked, period.
Let's get into it.

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They're walking around naked
already and they're in the pool

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skinny dipping and they're
drinking mimosas in the pool.

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But then it's like a waitress
walking around giving people

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drinks, just passing people
drinks, you know, and people are

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just taking them.
Me, I don't drink like that, but

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I'll I'm like an occasional
drinking, like I'll drink if

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we're partying or whatever just
for that occasion.

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So because people are going to
keep saying drink, drink, drink,

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but I didn't take a sip a drink
of a drink yet, but I just had

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it in my hand.
So one of the sons see me walk

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in my drum with other girls, but
we split up.

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So I was walking with one girl.
She's a Puerto Rican girl.

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So P Diddy's son was like you
and I'm like me or her?

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And then he was like, no, you
come here.

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So I went to him and he gave me
some shoes.

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So these shoes was like there
was some Terry cloth like robe

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shoes, white shoes, and I'm
like, what am I supposed to do

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with these?
He was like go in the house with

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these.
He was like everybody who gets

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these shoes, you get to go in
the house, but I'm thinking you

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could just go in the house if
you want to, but everybody can't

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go in the house.
They're literally selectively

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picking who they want.
So I'm like, well, what about my

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friend?
He was like, no, only, you know,

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I'm like, OK, cool, I'm holding
the shoes, I'm walking around.

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You know, I'm a good loyal
friend.

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I'm not going to go inside a
house where they say my friend

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can't go.
So we just walking around

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mingling, but we tripping out,
looking at everybody like they

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off everything, smoking and
jumping around like hooligans.

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And so I seen P Diddy or
whatever and I seen him with the

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Prince.
I'm not going to say what he was

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doing, but something really I
get real nervous, something real

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crazy because I don't like to
really expose people.

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I could talk about me, but when
it's about like me and my

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family, because it's us, but
when it's other people, oh,

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doing something real sexual,
that's all I'm going to say so

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that we can see and so that we
can get turned on.

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OK, so he's doing something with
himself and I'm like, girl, do

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you see him?
She's like yes, but mind you,

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we're screaming like, girl, do
you see him?

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Oh my God, because of the music.
And I'm just like, whatever.

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Then he starts to act like
really obnoxious, like I'm

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looking at the world, jumping
around doing all this stuff.

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So I'm like, OK, that's regular
P Diddy shit.

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But what got me was how he
walked up to me and was like,

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why are you not in the house?
And I'm like, what do you mean?

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He's like, how are you enjoying
my house?

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So we had a little talk or
whatever.

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He started talking about all
these things.

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Oh yeah, you're the one that,
you know, I seen was telling me

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about the Prince.
He's like, Oh yeah, it's very

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nice to meet you.
Like your life is not going to

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be the same.
Duh, duh, duh.

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They we started talking about
going to Cuba.

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Are you going to Cuba with us?
I'm like what?

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And that's the thing, I don't
really know about this.

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So this is when I start asking
around or whatever.

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I said that in the last
interview, but to get to the

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point, I ended up going in the
house because he was on me like

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going to that house.
I'm like, OK, Then the person he

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was dating at that time, we're
not going to say her name, but

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we all know she came and was
like looking at him like what

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are you doing?
Because he was talking to me for

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too long.
So she came to like rub on his

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shoulders or whatever and he
just pushed her and I'm looking

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like real uncomfortable, like,
oh, I know what this is about.

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I don't want to be in the middle
of there or whatever.

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So that's what made me go into
the house 'cause I'm like, OK,

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let me just go in the house.
So I told my friend, like, wait

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right here girl, let me just put
on these shoes, see what this

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house is about.
Walk up in there.

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I don't judge people because at
the time I was just smoking

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weed.
But you know when people are out

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of their mind and you know when
people, you know what you don't

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want to be a part of?
And it's just like I'm seeing

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stuff that you see on the
movies.

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This corner, this got going on,
this corner, they over here

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doing this, this corner, they
over there having sex.

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This corner.
I'm just going to say, 'cause I

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don't know what I can't say,
'cause I'm not trying to be

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incriminating myself.
But they were dressed up like

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little Harold Juku Barbies.
Like what little people?

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OK, we're not going to say what
type of little people, but like

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a fetish.
And I'm looking like, what are

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they doing here?
Like dressed up little red

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lipstick, Like they weren't
supposed to be there, but I'm

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just looking like maybe it's
some type of reduction going on.

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But why would they be at this
party at 7:00 in the morning

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with grown people?
Like why, why would they be

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here?
So I just like, okay, whatever,

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like, but then when I'm looking
in this corner, this corner,

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this person laid out and I'm
looking like, what's going on?

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Then I'm seeing like Instagram
models or whatever, I'm like,

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oh, hey, so I'm kind of getting
distracted, feeling like kind of

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comfortable, like she's here.
Oh my God, she's here.

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And then I see P Diddy, you
know, walking through the house,

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like with his eyes on me, like,
you know, like, is this, you

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know, you see, like are, are you
agreeing with this?

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Is this is and I don't now mind
you, I still got my friend out

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there.
So I walked out of the house and

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I'm telling her like, Oh my God,
bitch, like this is this is Oh

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my God, you should she like for
real.

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But I'm just like, I'm not even
tripping, like Oh well, like

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this thing's weird.
But you know, so I'm really

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looking at the situation like I
don't even want to be involved

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in this type of stuff because
once I see something I can't get

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out of my mind and I'm like a
hypochondriac, like I keep on

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having flashbacks about it.
So whatever.

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So of course I come out and then
here he goes again and another

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rapper, well known rapper, comes
and starts feeling on me like,

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hey, you.
So now it just seems like

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everybody is faded at this
point.

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They're either drunk or on all
the drugs, obviously with this

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house music.
So now I just feel like trapped

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in like I don't like it.
And I know the devil when I see

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it because by me being so
spiritual and tapped in, I know

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when something is not right.
I'm not judging, but I just

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don't want to be a part of it
because how am I going to get

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out of this shit?
Like I'm already here.

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And then I heard conversations
or whatever.

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And if he did, he was like,
that's the one that I want.

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That's I want her.
So now I feel like, you know,

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they plotting on me.
Like, did you bring me here on

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purpose?
Like, is this the, you know,

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producer you was talking about?
And I came here specifically

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with the Prince to rub elbows
with people, to network for the

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Music Week.
But then I put them together.

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Like the Prince have been
saying, your life is never going

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to be the same.
You're going to be happy.

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Somebody's expecting you.
And I just feel like that was

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the time that I was going to get
sex trafficked or, you know,

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drugged or or something like
that.

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And then they kept trying to
make me like, I've been around

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celebrities before.
If a rapper wants you or

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somebody wants you, they're not
going to do it.

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They're going to send somebody
else to do it.

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So if a waitresses come in or
another girl or a pretty girl or

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a guy, they'll stick somebody on
you.

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I take this drink, do this, do
that.

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And then you just feel eyes on
you, like watching to see if

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you're going to do it when
you're going to do it.

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So I already know what time it
was.

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And it's crazy because I had to
leave that place in my last

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interview.
I told you I had to escape.

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I had to leave from the Prince
because he was telling me we was

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leaving for Cuba the next day.
Cuba will who will be Diddy or

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what?
Like this is all crazy.

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So to see all of this stuff come
out and I escaped by leaving.

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I had to call the police and
everything.

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I had to leave with the Prince.
That's another step from the

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Prince from that house.
I didn't leave with the other

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girls.
I had to get my phone unlocked,

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of course, but like I had to
like catch a a taxi, not even a

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Uber, a taxi to another
location.

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And then I end up going to the
airport and I end up leaving

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because I just feel bamboozled.
First I'm going to lie to about

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how long I'm supposed to stay
there.

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Then you keep talking about I'm
supposed to meet this producer,

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but we're not talking about
nothing with music.

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But you're talking about going
to Cuba.

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We didn't even do what we were
supposed to do in Miami or did

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we do what we were supposed to
do in Miami at this freak off.

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But because I'm not cooperating
with what I see.

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And I feel like like that's what
the Illuminati and stuff is

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about.
Like a secret society.

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Like they want to see which you
allow, which you cool with, and

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then next thing you know, boom,
take that drink, you're drugged,

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take that, you're out of it,
take that pill, 'cause everybody

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was off something.
But you have to be being in that

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environment.
Like that?

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How many people were at this
event?

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Like hundreds, even when it was
a certain amount outside, but in

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the house was really crowded,
you know what I'm saying?

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And you would think that like it
was, yeah, it was more people in

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the house.
Did you walked around?

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Yeah, I walked around for about
5 minutes.

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I've seen what I need to see.
And I was like, no ma'am, no

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Sir, because.
Because it was like selling your

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soul at that house.
And if you like that, it's

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nothing to you, but if you're
not like that, you're going to

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feel uncomfortable.
And then it's like, at first I

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used to think P Diddy was like,
so he like he always talk about

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team love and all of this stuff.
Like he's all about, no, he all

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about sex himself.
And I know sex because I've

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dealt, you know, I've dealt with
men, Mark.

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So I know when somebody is
trying to lead you on to stuff

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and sitting back acting like he
just this macho man and he is a

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charmer, though, that's one
thing like he will charm the

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fuck out of you.
But for me that's so game tight.

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I'm like, I know what this is
and I'm ready to get to the

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music.
Like if that's the case, you

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should have been like, don't
tell me you about to change my

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life and oh, have you been
writing?

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Oh, that's nothing to he was
like, have you been writing the

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songs that I've seen been
telling you to write?

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Because the Prince wanted me to
write out all the songs I ever

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made in my life.
I said without the beat, he's

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like, yeah, just start writing
songs.

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So you never know.
They'll take my music, drug me,

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like me, do whatever and just
throw me away basically.

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Or after you have something on
me, when we do do the music, you

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have that on me that this
happened and now I'm blackmailed

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or some shit like that.
So touching all on me at that

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party, even the rapper who
touched all on me like that

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rapper was cool.
Like I was liking that rapper,

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but when they were like, Hey,
you and doing all that, what can

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I do?
All I could do is just say like

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move the sound like, oh, I'm
fine, but you know, trying to

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like still be cool, but I'm
like, why do everybody feel

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comfortable to just touch on
you?

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Even P Diddy, like why do you
why I look up and you're right

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there and then like in my face,
like are you like in my house?

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Like look like it's weird, like
looking at him.

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It's like when you're a kid and
you're getting in trouble by

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your parent and you can't look
them in their face.

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And it's like a demon.
I'm telling you, like this dark

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spirit, like he possessing you
as he's looking at you with that

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power, that control.
So I'm like, I read the artist

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seduction, motherfucker.
I know what you're doing and

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you're trying to really seduce
me right now and I'll take a

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drink.
Oh no, do this, do that.

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Go on there.
Like it's just not nothing.

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And I want to know why me go in
the house and why not the girl.

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So now you're picking and
choosing.

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So especially to me, so when all
this stuff started coming out, I

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was like, I knew I was right.
I knew it like it ain't no doubt

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about that.
PDD was doing all that.

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And like I said, I don't judge
because I've been around people

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doing cocaine, but these hard
drugs that they was doing and

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just I ain't gonna lie, it was
orgies and stuff going on.

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So all of this stuff going on,
I'm like, why is people doing

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stuff all in the open?
Like that's just offended me and

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assaulted me period, because
where am I at?

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I didn't sign up for this and
how can I really get out?

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So I have to like ease my way on
out.

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You know, it's security, but
they not caring about what

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happens as long as that phone is
closed, they they, they damn

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near don't care if somebody died
up in there.

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Ain't nobody could film it and.
They were they were famous

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people or not.
It was a whole bunch of famous

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people, like 4 famous people and
then some Instagram mothers.

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And the whole time he just was
like trying to undress me with

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his eyes.
And I was thinking like I'm this

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is really no cap because at that
time, you know, I always been

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skinny.
So at that time the son who came

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up to me, I was like, boy do.
Is it because I resemble your

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mom?
Like, you know, like Kim Porter,

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like stuff like that.
Like you just never know.

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Like I feel like, you know, P
Diddy does have a tight, I feel

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like everybody that was in that
house, it was a certain type of

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person.
It was a certain type of

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something that he wanted the way
he liked.

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And you could just tell like he
get whatever he wants.

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That's why he has no problem
touching on you, being all in

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your face, popping up on you,
being obnoxious and just

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hounding you until you do what
he say.

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And that's just how the industry
is already, especially him,

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'cause he got a lot of money,
you know.

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'Cause you're, you're a singer
as well, right?

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Yeah.
So they probably like, do you

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want this opportunity or what?
And I'm like, not that damn bad,

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but I do want it.
I do.

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But if I already got a bad vibe
and I'm seeing stuff that you're

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into, I already know how this is
going to be.

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So I don't want to like, you
know, ignore some red flags and

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then I'll be in trouble because
of you.

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Like literally in trouble.
We know his past, like Shine the

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rapper, you know, being in jail
because of him.

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Like don't think just because
I'm from where I'm from, you

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could just do anything.
And that's the that's why I

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never really said nothing about
it because I just felt like, who

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am I?
You know, he got money.

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Like, ain't nobody going to
believe me.

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But I have all the receipts.
I have it all in my snap to this

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day.
It never went nowhere.

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That was just my experience.
Just being in Miami for the

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first time.
I didn't know that I was going

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to end up at P Diddy's house.
Did you take photos outside the

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house?
When I got my phone back yet?

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Videos or something?
I took videos when I was going

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to the house before I knew this
was some weird shit, and then

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when I got my phone I end up,
yeah, recording.

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And then I had the shoes on
well.

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You had the shoes.
I left with the shoes on 'cause

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I don't know where I put my
shoes at when I put those on and

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I was and it was a lot going on.
It was real loud.

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So I don't know it, it just
tricked me out and I was like,

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is he gay?
You know, like and, and nothing

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against gays.
I just, I couldn't put my

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finger.
I was like, what does this do

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into but his house, his freak
off?

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00:20:47,760 --> 00:20:49,720
No, not like that.
You know, I'm going to make

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everything so a joke, but this
is a real serious situation

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'cause it'll traumatize you,
'cause now I ain't trusting no

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producer.
I look at everybody like if I

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went to the top of the top and
I've been looking at him like

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this top notch mogul and like
whatever.

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But child, it's a lot, but it's
some stuff, you know, that I did

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leave out because I don't, I
don't want to say too much, but

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because I told you there was
some celebrities in there.

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But for these girls that did get
drugged and did take these

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drinks, I feel like it's because
everybody was all having fun.

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You know, you wouldn't think
that somebody would do something

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like that to you until you get
to seeing everything.

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And once you're intoxicated,
it's too late.

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It's just too late.
So that's why you got to watch

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what drinks you take.
And they was just pushing them

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on us too much.
Take a drink, take a drink, take

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a drink.
And I'm like, no, 'cause I was

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already, you know, sipping a
little bit at Club Live.

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So I wanted to like, mind you,
I'm thinking like, he going to

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ask me to sing in a minute.
I don't want to be told up, you

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know, until I put something
together.

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And then I'm like, yeah, I'm
glad again.

427
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I'm.
Glad you got out and survived.

428
00:22:10,640 --> 00:22:13,360
Yep, I'm always surviving.
This is no joke.

429
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You're a survivor.
For real, And it's like I'm

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00:22:17,400 --> 00:22:19,920
still going through stuff.
You know, you you don't survive

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being traumatized and these
things do do traumatize you

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because it's like, Dang, I can't
never get around this.

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00:22:26,760 --> 00:22:31,640
I could always end up to this
sex or some creep shit or

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somebody taking advantage of you
or something or feeling all on

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you and you can't do nothing
because you.

436
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Thought the streets were
dangerous?

437
00:22:36,520 --> 00:22:39,800
Yeah.
That's what I'm saying, I'm

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00:22:39,800 --> 00:22:44,840
telling you.
But yeah, so I, I, I just want

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to see like, you know, what's
going to happen because I know a

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lot of people was he went to
trial today and I don't even

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00:22:54,840 --> 00:22:56,000
know it's.
Going to be in the news for a

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while I think.
It's going to be in the news and

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a lot of stuff is going to come
out, so don't be saying I'm

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lying 'cause I wasn't lying.
This is all alleged, but sounds

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sounds like it.
It's pretty consistent.

446
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But things that are in the news,
right?

447
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Yeah, absolutely.
And you did say this about like

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two years ago.
Exactly.

449
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And I told you I got sex
trafficking vibes from it.

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Remember I was like he was
trying to sell us the Prince to

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the you know what I'm saying?
Which one do you want?

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Which one I want?
That one.

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Was it?
Was it feel like to be peddled

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off like that to somebody
powerful?

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Is it?
Is it?

456
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Is it?
It's scary, it's scary 'cause

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what could happen, but it's like
coming.

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I'm honored to be.
Chosen.

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00:23:44,880 --> 00:23:52,000
Chosen period, but I don't want
to be I don't want to end up in

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a ditch somewhere, you know,
just because he's choosing so

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many people and assaulting
people.

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00:23:56,880 --> 00:23:59,120
I don't want to be assaulting
and I don't want to be felt up.

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If you going to fill me up, make
sure you ask me.

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Can I touch you?
You know, you're beautiful, you

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not just you in my house.
So I can and I'm like, this is

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00:24:10,840 --> 00:24:15,520
weird, you know, like tell me
price fool, 'cause I would have

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00:24:15,520 --> 00:24:21,040
charged you nothing but and I
just make you know it.

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00:24:21,040 --> 00:24:23,600
It did hurt my feelings.
So, you know, whatever, I got

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00:24:23,600 --> 00:24:26,160
over it and I didn't do music no
more after that, 'cause I was

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like, I'm cool on music.
Bro that was scary out of the

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00:24:29,160 --> 00:24:31,920
industry.
Yeah, like I'm like, this is

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what they this is all they want.
I just let me just make a album

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and sing and write.
You're a producer, ain't you?

474
00:24:40,480 --> 00:24:43,160
But no, you're a freak and a
creep.

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00:24:45,000 --> 00:24:46,760
Yeah.
Ask permission first because you

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know no means no.
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