Inside Diddy's Wild Freak Off Party: Told by Miss Tanea

0:01 Bathed in a sea of neon lights, the young singer's hand shook as she clutched the invitation to Diddy's infamous party. The smell of ambition hung thick in the air, mingling with the pulsating beat of the city. The name Sean Diddy Combs glimmered on the invitation, beckoning her into a world of glitz and glamour, where dreams were made or shattered in an instant. She thought this was her chance for fame and success. Little did she know it was a trap. As she entered the billionaire's mansion, her phone was taken away and she was whisked into a nightmarish world of sex trafficking and depravity. And even though Diddy denies all allegations, Miss Tenea's account on Soft White Underbelly paints a gruesome picture of what goes on at these freak off parties.

0:47 Naked guests, drug use, and underage participants abound, all for the pleasure of those in power. Tenea may have escaped physically unscathed, but the trauma from that fateful night will haunt her forever as she fights for justice against the monsters who run this twisted game. The following audio is from Tenea's recent interview on Soft White Underbelly. It was December of 22. Oh yeah, about to be 20. December of 22, you were here, did our first interview. You were just some girl that I met through a friend, right? And you were doing this interview and you mentioned something about. I accidentally mentioned it too like it slipped out. About P Diddy.

1:31 About P Diddy. You went to one of his parties. Yeah, crazy party. And he's in the news now because of all the. Scandal and they didn't believe me. But when it started, like when it started coming out, people were like mentioning me, like you were telling the truth about it. And I'm like, duh, I'm not going to lie about something like that. And I kind, I kind of like tried to briefly talk about it because I knew it wasn't going to seem true because it was just too much. It was too, it was too crazy. People were going to think that I was just lying. It had like a lot of people involved, celebrities and stuff. So I was trying to be real vague about it. But that party traumatized me.

2:17 How did you get invited to it? By being with a Prince that I met in LA, he lived in Glendale, CA and you know, Long story short, I got out of this crazy little contract and I was looking for somebody to invest in me and I knew somebody who knew somebody that was like, I want to introduce you to a Prince. He know a lot of celebrities that are producers and stuff. So I never put two and two together that this Prince knew P Diddy. Actually, a Prince? Prince of what? He was from, he was a Arabian Prince, really, yes. And he really was a Prince for real.

2:58 But I wasn't worried about him being a Prince. I was worried about who he actually knew. So when he invited me to he met me. He said I want to invite you tomorrow to music ultra week, whatever. And it's like a event, ultra Music Week. It's like a event for like 2 weeks where people party, party, party, including P Diddy and they party at club live. They party at like just in South Beach Star Island, like where P Diddy stays or throw his freak offs at and I never knew that we were going to go there because I was there for two weeks and I knew it was something fishy.

3:39 He kept saying I got a surprise for you. I got a surprise for you. I'm like, but I'm only supposed to stay for two weeks and I'm here longer than three. I mean than two weeks and it was almost a month. It was basically a month by then. And he was like, no, because I just want you to meet one special person. So he ended up telling me like when we went to club live he was like, guess where we're going tonight? I'm like where he's like to P Diddy's house. I'm like, oh really? I'm like That's crazy because I hear a lot about P Diddy and I'm like his house for what? Like to go sing. He's like no, he's throwing this wild party that I'm like, OK, so we went from club live. It ended at like the clubs end at like 3 or 4 and not 2 like how out here is.

4:22 So we waited around the mansion, the Princess mansion for about an hour and then soon as 630 hit, we went. We all got in the car like a big Uber and me and all the other girls. Now mind you, I'm the only black girl. So I'm like, Oh yeah, you know, I'm about to meet Pete Diddy. Oh, you know, like I'm probably going to have to sing for him to do that. And I just tried to like keep my composure. So we get there and that's when stuff got weird. And that's why they lock up our phones because they know what we see in there. You know, it's he, he can get in trouble like right now. So basically, so we arrived, security guard patted us down. They put our phone in this little bubble case. So the bubble case is closed.

5:13 They can't get unlocked until we walk out. So as we're in there, the only way of us taking any type of pictures is if we get in the photo booth. He has like a teen love photo booth or whatever, take like 4 pictures. So I, you know, got pictures. I still got everything in my snap too, like the photos, everything. That's all you could get. So I'm walking around or whatever. So one of his sons, I'm not going to tell you which one, but it was like recruiting like whoever they wanted to go inside the house 'cause the back, the, the freak off is inside the house and in the backyard. So you have the pool and they're playing loud house music, like my the house music.

5:53 It makes you feel kind of woozy, first of all, because it's like a rave or something, and it's real loud, so you can't really see nothing. But you're seeing everybody like walking around drunk, hopping around. It's still 7:00 AM, so the sun is like coming up and people are walking around naked, period. Let's get into it. They're walking around naked already and they're in the pool skinny dipping and they're drinking mimosas in the pool. But then it's like a waitress walking around giving people drinks, just passing people drinks, you know, and people are just taking them. Me, I don't drink like that, but I'll I'm like an occasional drinking, like I'll drink if we're partying or whatever just for that occasion. So because people are going to keep saying drink, drink, drink, but I didn't take a sip a drink of a drink yet, but I just had it in my hand. So one of the sons see me walk in my drum with other girls, but we split up.

6:45 So I was walking with one girl. She's a Puerto Rican girl. So P Diddy's son was like you and I'm like me or her? And then he was like, no, you come here. So I went to him and he gave me some shoes. So these shoes was like there was some Terry cloth like robe shoes, white shoes, and I'm like, what am I supposed to do with these? He was like go in the house with these. He was like everybody who gets these shoes, you get to go in the house, but I'm thinking you could just go in the house if you want to, but everybody can't go in the house. They're literally selectively picking who they want. So I'm like, well, what about my friend? He was like, no, only, you know, I'm like, OK, cool, I'm holding the shoes, I'm walking around. You know, I'm a good loyal friend.

7:25 I'm not going to go inside a house where they say my friend can't go. So we just walking around mingling, but we tripping out, looking at everybody like they off everything, smoking and jumping around like hooligans. And so I seen P Diddy or whatever and I seen him with the Prince. I'm not going to say what he was doing, but something really I get real nervous, something real crazy because I don't like to really expose people. I could talk about me, but when it's about like me and my family, because it's us, but when it's other people, oh, doing something real sexual, that's all I'm going to say so that we can see and so that we can get turned on.

8:08 OK, so he's doing something with himself and I'm like, girl, do you see him? She's like yes, but mind you, we're screaming like, girl, do you see him? Oh my God, because of the music. And I'm just like, whatever. Then he starts to act like really obnoxious, like I'm looking at the world, jumping around doing all this stuff. So I'm like, OK, that's regular P Diddy shit. But what got me was how he walked up to me and was like, why are you not in the house? And I'm like, what do you mean? He's like, how are you enjoying my house? So we had a little talk or whatever. He started talking about all these things. Oh yeah, you're the one that, you know, I seen was telling me about the Prince. He's like, Oh yeah, it's very nice to meet you. Like your life is not going to be the same. Duh, duh, duh.

8:53 They we started talking about going to Cuba. Are you going to Cuba with us? I'm like what? And that's the thing, I don't really know about this. So this is when I start asking around or whatever. I said that in the last interview, but to get to the point, I ended up going in the house because he was on me like going to that house. I'm like, OK, Then the person he was dating at that time, we're not going to say her name, but we all know she came and was like looking at him like what are you doing? Because he was talking to me for too long. So she came to like rub on his shoulders or whatever and he just pushed her and I'm looking like real uncomfortable, like, oh, I know what this is about. I don't want to be in the middle of there or whatever. So that's what made me go into the house 'cause I'm like, OK, let me just go in the house. So I told my friend, like, wait right here girl, let me just put on these shoes, see what this house is about. Walk up in there.

9:41 I don't judge people because at the time I was just smoking weed. But you know when people are out of their mind and you know when people, you know what you don't want to be a part of? And it's just like I'm seeing stuff that you see on the movies. This corner, this got going on, this corner, they over here doing this, this corner, they over there having sex. This corner. I'm just going to say, 'cause I don't know what I can't say, 'cause I'm not trying to be incriminating myself. But they were dressed up like little Harold Juku Barbies. Like what little people? OK, we're not going to say what type of little people, but like a fetish. And I'm looking like, what are they doing here? Like dressed up little red lipstick, Like they weren't supposed to be there, but I'm just looking like maybe it's some type of reduction going on.

10:31 But why would they be at this party at 7:00 in the morning with grown people? Like why, why would they be here? So I just like, okay, whatever, like, but then when I'm looking in this corner, this corner, this person laid out and I'm looking like, what's going on? Then I'm seeing like Instagram models or whatever, I'm like, oh, hey, so I'm kind of getting distracted, feeling like kind of comfortable, like she's here. Oh my God, she's here. And then I see P Diddy, you know, walking through the house, like with his eyes on me, like, you know, like, is this, you know, you see, like are, are you agreeing with this? Is this is and I don't now mind you, I still got my friend out there. So I walked out of the house and I'm telling her like, Oh my God, bitch, like this is this is Oh my God, you should she like for real.

11:12 But I'm just like, I'm not even tripping, like Oh well, like this thing's weird. But you know, so I'm really looking at the situation like I don't even want to be involved in this type of stuff because once I see something I can't get out of my mind and I'm like a hypochondriac, like I keep on having flashbacks about it. So whatever. So of course I come out and then here he goes again and another rapper, well known rapper, comes and starts feeling on me like, hey, you. So now it just seems like everybody is faded at this point. They're either drunk or on all the drugs, obviously with this house music. So now I just feel like trapped in like I don't like it. And I know the devil when I see it because by me being so spiritual and tapped in, I know when something is not right. I'm not judging, but I just don't want to be a part of it because how am I going to get out of this shit? Like I'm already here.

11:59 And then I heard conversations or whatever. And if he did, he was like, that's the one that I want. That's I want her. So now I feel like, you know, they plotting on me. Like, did you bring me here on purpose? Like, is this the, you know, producer you was talking about? And I came here specifically with the Prince to rub elbows with people, to network for the Music Week. But then I put them together. Like the Prince have been saying, your life is never going to be the same. You're going to be happy. Somebody's expecting you. And I just feel like that was the time that I was going to get sex trafficked or, you know, drugged or or something like that.

12:43 And then they kept trying to make me like, I've been around celebrities before. If a rapper wants you or somebody wants you, they're not going to do it. They're going to send somebody else to do it. So if a waitresses come in or another girl or a pretty girl or a guy, they'll stick somebody on you. I take this drink, do this, do that. And then you just feel eyes on you, like watching to see if you're going to do it when you're going to do it. So I already know what time it was. And it's crazy because I had to leave that place in my last interview. I told you I had to escape. I had to leave from the Prince because he was telling me we was leaving for Cuba the next day. Cuba will who will be Diddy or what? Like this is all crazy. So to see all of this stuff come out and I escaped by leaving.

13:26 I had to call the police and everything. I had to leave with the Prince. That's another step from the Prince from that house. I didn't leave with the other girls. I had to get my phone unlocked, of course, but like I had to like catch a a taxi, not even a Uber, a taxi to another location. And then I end up going to the airport and I end up leaving because I just feel bamboozled. First I'm going to lie to about how long I'm supposed to stay there. Then you keep talking about I'm supposed to meet this producer, but we're not talking about nothing with music. But you're talking about going to Cuba. We didn't even do what we were supposed to do in Miami or did we do what we were supposed to do in Miami at this freak off. But because I'm not cooperating with what I see. And I feel like like that's what the Illuminati and stuff is about. Like a secret society.

14:09 Like they want to see which you allow, which you cool with, and then next thing you know, boom, take that drink, you're drugged, take that, you're out of it, take that pill, 'cause everybody was off something. But you have to be being in that environment. Like that? How many people were at this event? Like hundreds, even when it was a certain amount outside, but in the house was really crowded, you know what I'm saying? And you would think that like it was, yeah, it was more people in the house. Did you walked around? Yeah, I walked around for about 5 minutes. I've seen what I need to see. And I was like, no ma'am, no Sir, because. Because it was like selling your soul at that house. And if you like that, it's nothing to you, but if you're not like that, you're going to feel uncomfortable. And then it's like, at first I used to think P Diddy was like, so he like he always talk about team love and all of this stuff. Like he's all about, no, he all about sex himself. And I know sex because I've dealt, you know, I've dealt with men, Mark.

15:23 So I know when somebody is trying to lead you on to stuff and sitting back acting like he just this macho man and he is a charmer, though, that's one thing like he will charm the fuck out of you. But for me that's so game tight. I'm like, I know what this is and I'm ready to get to the music. Like if that's the case, you should have been like, don't tell me you about to change my life and oh, have you been writing? Oh, that's nothing to he was like, have you been writing the songs that I've seen been telling you to write? Because the Prince wanted me to write out all the songs I ever made in my life. I said without the beat, he's like, yeah, just start writing songs. So you never know. They'll take my music, drug me, like me, do whatever and just throw me away basically.

16:09 Or after you have something on me, when we do do the music, you have that on me that this happened and now I'm blackmailed or some shit like that. So touching all on me at that party, even the rapper who touched all on me like that rapper was cool. Like I was liking that rapper, but when they were like, Hey, you and doing all that, what can I do? All I could do is just say like move the sound like, oh, I'm fine, but you know, trying to like still be cool, but I'm like, why do everybody feel comfortable to just touch on you? Even P Diddy, like why do you why I look up and you're right there and then like in my face, like are you like in my house? Like look like it's weird, like looking at him.

16:53 It's like when you're a kid and you're getting in trouble by your parent and you can't look them in their face. And it's like a demon. I'm telling you, like this dark spirit, like he possessing you as he's looking at you with that power, that control. So I'm like, I read the artist seduction, motherfucker. I know what you're doing and you're trying to really seduce me right now and I'll take a drink. Oh no, do this, do that. Go on there. Like it's just not nothing. And I want to know why me go in the house and why not the girl. So now you're picking and choosing. So especially to me, so when all this stuff started coming out, I was like, I knew I was right. I knew it like it ain't no doubt about that. PDD was doing all that.

17:35 And like I said, I don't judge because I've been around people doing cocaine, but these hard drugs that they was doing and just I ain't gonna lie, it was orgies and stuff going on. So all of this stuff going on, I'm like, why is people doing stuff all in the open? Like that's just offended me and assaulted me period, because where am I at? I didn't sign up for this and how can I really get out? So I have to like ease my way on out. You know, it's security, but they not caring about what happens as long as that phone is closed, they they, they damn near don't care if somebody died up in there. Ain't nobody could film it and. They were they were famous people or not. It was a whole bunch of famous people, like 4 famous people and then some Instagram mothers.

18:21 And the whole time he just was like trying to undress me with his eyes. And I was thinking like I'm this is really no cap because at that time, you know, I always been skinny. So at that time the son who came up to me, I was like, boy do. Is it because I resemble your mom? Like, you know, like Kim Porter, like stuff like that. Like you just never know. Like I feel like, you know, P Diddy does have a tight, I feel like everybody that was in that house, it was a certain type of person. It was a certain type of something that he wanted the way he liked. And you could just tell like he get whatever he wants. That's why he has no problem touching on you, being all in your face, popping up on you, being obnoxious and just hounding you until you do what he say.

19:05 And that's just how the industry is already, especially him, 'cause he got a lot of money, you know. 'Cause you're, you're a singer as well, right? Yeah. So they probably like, do you want this opportunity or what? And I'm like, not that damn bad, but I do want it. I do. But if I already got a bad vibe and I'm seeing stuff that you're into, I already know how this is going to be. So I don't want to like, you know, ignore some red flags and then I'll be in trouble because of you. Like literally in trouble. We know his past, like Shine the rapper, you know, being in jail because of him. Like don't think just because I'm from where I'm from, you could just do anything. And that's the that's why I never really said nothing about it because I just felt like, who am I? You know, he got money.

19:50 Like, ain't nobody going to believe me. But I have all the receipts. I have it all in my snap to this day. It never went nowhere. That was just my experience. Just being in Miami for the first time. I didn't know that I was going to end up at P Diddy's house. Did you take photos outside the house? When I got my phone back yet? Videos or something? I took videos when I was going to the house before I knew this was some weird shit, and then when I got my phone I end up, yeah, recording. And then I had the shoes on well. You had the shoes. I left with the shoes on 'cause I don't know where I put my shoes at when I put those on and I was and it was a lot going on. It was real loud.

20:32 So I don't know it, it just tricked me out and I was like, is he gay? You know, like and, and nothing against gays. I just, I couldn't put my finger. I was like, what does this do into but his house, his freak off? No, not like that. You know, I'm going to make everything so a joke, but this is a real serious situation 'cause it'll traumatize you, 'cause now I ain't trusting no producer. I look at everybody like if I went to the top of the top and I've been looking at him like this top notch mogul and like whatever. But child, it's a lot, but it's some stuff, you know, that I did leave out because I don't, I don't want to say too much, but because I told you there was some celebrities in there.

21:21 But for these girls that did get drugged and did take these drinks, I feel like it's because everybody was all having fun. You know, you wouldn't think that somebody would do something like that to you until you get to seeing everything. And once you're intoxicated, it's too late. It's just too late. So that's why you got to watch what drinks you take. And they was just pushing them on us too much. Take a drink, take a drink, take a drink. And I'm like, no, 'cause I was already, you know, sipping a little bit at Club Live. So I wanted to like, mind you, I'm thinking like, he going to ask me to sing in a minute. I don't want to be told up, you know, until I put something together.

22:05 And then I'm like, yeah, I'm glad again. I'm. Glad you got out and survived. Yep, I'm always surviving. This is no joke. You're a survivor. For real, And it's like I'm still going through stuff. You know, you you don't survive being traumatized and these things do do traumatize you because it's like, Dang, I can't never get around this. I could always end up to this sex or some creep shit or somebody taking advantage of you or something or feeling all on you and you can't do nothing because you. Thought the streets were dangerous? Yeah. That's what I'm saying, I'm telling you. But yeah, so I, I, I just want to see like, you know, what's going to happen because I know a lot of people was he went to trial today and I don't even know it's. Going to be in the news for a while I think. It's going to be in the news and a lot of stuff is going to come out, so don't be saying I'm lying 'cause I wasn't lying. This is all alleged, but sounds sounds like it. It's pretty consistent.

23:07 But things that are in the news, right? Yeah, absolutely. And you did say this about like two years ago. Exactly. And I told you I got sex trafficking vibes from it. Remember I was like he was trying to sell us the Prince to the you know what I'm saying? Which one do you want? Which one I want? That one. Was it? Was it feel like to be peddled off like that to somebody powerful? Is it? Is it? Is it? It's scary, it's scary 'cause what could happen, but it's like coming. I'm honored to be. Chosen. Chosen period, but I don't want to be I don't want to end up in a ditch somewhere, you know, just because he's choosing so many people and assaulting people.

23:56 I don't want to be assaulting and I don't want to be felt up. If you going to fill me up, make sure you ask me. Can I touch you? You know, you're beautiful, you not just you in my house. So I can and I'm like, this is weird, you know, like tell me price fool, 'cause I would have charged you nothing but and I just make you know it. It did hurt my feelings. So, you know, whatever, I got over it and I didn't do music no more after that, 'cause I was like, I'm cool on music. Bro that was scary out of the industry. Yeah, like I'm like, this is what they this is all they want. I just let me just make a album and sing and write. You're a producer, ain't you?

24:40 But no, you're a freak and a creep. Yeah. Ask permission first because you know no means no. Thank you for tuning in to No Tears for Black Girls. This series is skillfully crafted by acclaimed writer and producer Jon Reedberg with the guidance of unapologetic host Samantha Paul. Catch new episodes every Tuesday and Thursday on all major podcast platforms. You can listen anywhere, anytime, and if you truly enjoy our content, please leave a five star rating and positive review. Remember to stay loved, stay blessed, and stay safe.